One of my life’s dream is to have our own house. Never had a house of our own, so all my life we’re renting a house. When I get to have my own room, I’ll make sure to create murals. 

If there’s anything I miss right now, it’s coffee painting. 

There’s just too much digital stuff in my life right now and to be honest I’m getting sick of it. I feel like I’m becoming too reliant to its powers, that sometimes, I feel like I only created 50% of my work and the rest is thanks to the almighty layer-opacity-color-adjustment-mask digital tool. I don’t know. I don’t understand myself. Digital painting is cool, it’s just that… ahhh. I just miss my first love: Traditional art.

I guess I’m just frustrated because for almost 6 months all I do is work on my laptop. Funny thing is that I rarely pick up my pen and paper and it felt like I forgot how to write. My penmanship became even more horrible. There was a time when I went to the bank to renew my ATM card. I had to sign 7 times to confirm my signature because each sign looks completely different, they couldn’t verify the same person signed it even though I’m right in front of them ahaha what am I saying, this case is completely different from drawing, damn you Tissine

I swear after I finish this semester, I’ll paint again on paper. Gosh I miss the smell of coffee on paper. 

Sketches from last year. Color experiments.

The first guy looks like a blushing Manong. Hahahaa. Ohhh.

FINALLY, I AM NOW A BAMBOO USER!! AAAHHHHH!!
Goodbye my cd-r king tablet! Hello Wacom!!! Aaand this is my first random sketch using Bamboo. HAHAHAHA This is so random and literal :)) 

Random: My hairstyle 3 years ago. My college friends used to call me “Goldilocks” because of my pigtails. Of course, I changed my hairstyle now, although some people still calls me that because my ID picture has the Goldilocks hairstyle. I am forever Goldilocks until I graduate, I guess. Hahaha.

Sketch. 

I raised my hand and my teacher called me to answer the question. I was wrong. Then, my seatmate said to me:

Think first before you answer. Don’t answer if you’re not sure.

And I was like: “Watch out! We got a kiddy badass over here!”

Lol JK. I was a kid back then and I just felt embarrassed when she said that. Right now, I just couldn’t believe that someone at that early age would lecture me like that… I can never forget that girl. :))

I’m usually shy to start a conversation or even approach someone I know personally, IDK why… I just feel happy when they start appearing in my IM/chatbox. After they do that, I’m more comfortable to talk to them. :)

What happened to my Daddy Voldy fanart? =___=

I started this few days before July 15, 2011. Then I stopped. Got no reference for this one, I’m trying to teach myself to familiarize with male features + fantasy character anatomy. lolololll. xD It’s not yet done, and I’m not sure if I’m gonna touch this piece again.

I guess I was too busy. Oh forgive me Lord Voldemort. I’m still in love with your smile and noes. :))